For years i asked myself

Were you ever right for me?

I was told to be strong and let you go

But you have this power over me

That keeps me loyal to you

For years we have faught

And yet I’m still with you`

Ntohing has changed

Is this love we have?

Or is it that desire to hold on

If only I knew

Why can’t I let you go?

Is it our destiny to be together forever?

Only then did I realize it’s not destiny

I’m just scared to let go

So I pretend that everything is ok

It makes sense now

I have to stop pretending

And say to myself

It’ s time

I take one last look of you

And walk away for good

Your days are coming to an end

Your life becomes a mess

And you can’t breath

You wanna fight but your heart is too weak

The love you have now

Wasn’t real from the start

Confusion begins

Day by day

You push me further away

I come closer

You jump like a scared child

My love

Now is the time

To hear the truth

I love you more

Than you can imagine

But now its time for me to say goodbye

Here’s my heart

goodbye

Everyone has secrets

Here and there

Everyone suffers

Here and there

Everyone lies

It’s everywhere

This anger and pain

That we hold inside

Takes over

We can no longer see

Who we truely are

Little by little

Day by day

We forget the good things

That keep us together

We lose interest in

Those we love most

We fight and fight

But yet no one wins

It’s a battle everyday

Just to live

But we don’t see that

We’re to busy

Being greedy

Being selfish

Being cruel to others

Without even realizing it

Why can’t let go?

Of the pain

The suffering

The anger

And just live happy

Why can’t we fight to live?

Instead of fighting for control

Why can’t we see what’s good in life?

Instead of focusing on ourselves

Life is full of wonder and excitment

Let’s just live happy

Let’s just fight to live

And for those we love most

Let’s focus more on

Being  giving

Being selfless

Being kind to others

Let’s let go of

The anger

The pain

The sufferin

I know I will